Where i Find my Fulfillment, As A slave
Serving and pleasing You!!!!!!!!!!!
It's that simple.
With Your permission it might help to define what i am. The words or
concept of "a slave" has different meanings to different people
depending on their background, biases and misconceptions.
You know that "a slave" is a person who has a deep, burning,
uncontrollable need to serve and please another. To serve another
joyfully, freely, willingly and with utter love and devotion. To replace
his own desires with the desires of another. The only desire a slave
has, that he may call his own, is to serve and please his owner.
Anyone who requires or expects more from their owner is not a true
slave. They are "topping from the bottom". They are
exercising control in the relationship which is, of course, very unslavelike.
They are fooling themselves if they think they are real slaves. They are
not. They simply have a fetish to act submissively, when in fact, they are, at
least partially, in control of the relationship.
i am a slave. i have dedicated myself to the service of my Owner, my
Goddess, my Queen - You - Mistress Sarah.
As You have allowed, the Mistress/slave relationship is a two way street as
the slave freely gives himself to the Mistress and the Mistress accesses the
usefulness of the applicant submissive. As a slave i would not give
myself and my devotion to a Mistress unless i received something very precious
in return - fulfillment. That is not to say that i in any way control
the relationship, only that i receive something very precious as a result of
it.
You, dear wonderful Mistress Sarah, provide Your slave with just such a
precious gift. You know that Your slave feels powerless in describing in
words or acts just how grateful he is to You for that gift. Your slave
feels forever indebted to You for Your gift.
Your gift is the opportunity for Your slave to feel completely fulfilled as a
slave. You allow Your slave to feed his burning hunger and passionate
need to serve and be used by You. You allow Your slave to express his
true nature without fear.
Fulfillment to Your slave is serving You and being used by You. When You
privilege me with Your use of me my heart is filled to bursting, my mind is
overwhelmed with gratitude, my burning desire is soothed, i am fulfilled as a
slave. Only You have given me that precious gift. You have
heightened my expectations of the joy of serving a Mistress.
You have witnessed the immoveable smile on my face when You have indicated my
service has pleased You.
You have witnessed the sadness and self recrimination when i have fucked up or
when i have wasted a privileged opportunity to serve You.
Your slave has said many times that his only goal is Your happiness and that,
in order to do that, he wants only to be the slave You want him to be.
No boundaries, no limitations, no slave boy preconceptions. Your slave
has no desires on Your use of him except that You do use him.
In one of my recent submissions to You i indicated that i am now a part of
You. i am Your desires fulfilled. You desire something of me, i am
"it".
Pain slut, cock sucker, foot stool, floor mat, masseuse, singer, poet, errand
boy, secretary, spittoon, boot licker, piccolo, goof, puppy - desire
"it", i am "it".
Being "it" means i am serving You spontaneously and at Your complete
whim, means You are being fulfilled, means i am fulfilled.
i love You Mistress Sarah,
i am Yours forever,
submitted by slave puppy boy – acquisition date February 1, 2002 –
slave identification #56843